inspired to aspire

Facebook asked what is on my mind? Well, I am the eldest of 10 kids. From a 65 year old father and 18-20 year old mother. with the first 6 of my sibling we are only 1 year part from one another. Most of my childhood was passed during the Russian occupations. At that time people who lived In small towns were mostly running away town to town in order to scape bombs and rackets and the inspection process. Since I had many younger siblings I never get attention from anyone in the family if I am tired, hungry or sick. My most devastating memory is from an infectious finger nail. This incident happens in one of those runaway trips. As usual my mother had a new born in her arm and my aunt and grand mother was helping us with the younger ones. We had walk 100s of miles in order to reach into safety. My hand was painful and the finger was swollen along the way there was so much fear that I could not tell anyone that what is going on with me. When we got to a shelter at night the pain got worst. I was not allowed to go closed to my mother because she just gave birth to her first son. So she was treated very special compared to her previous times that she gave birth to her daughters. My best option at that night was my grand mother. I went to her and I showed my hand to my grand mother she told me to go and press it to a red cow ass (Pussy) that is the solution. I started crying and stop sharing my pain. I learn one thing that night that I have to take care of myself since no one care. 

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